Hey. It's me. I could do it in person, write you or call you. But to be honest, I don’t want to get so close to you, I don’t want to have anything to do with you anymore. And that's why.
This letter is not about my suffering after you left. Because it is not. I'm fine, but it's only because you have been preparing for this for a long time. I don’t even care whether you answer this letter or not. All I want is for you to read it.
“Time” is a shitty excuse to hide the fact that you pushed me away, that you no longer felt for me what you had before.You started pushing me back in the summer. These couples are trying to make plans, but you needed everything to be exceptionally perfect. No compromise.
Not sure if you know, but when your beloved person starts to move away from you - this is noticeable.
I used to be your priority. And then you started to drift away. You have become less loving. Less than a.When was the last time you called me "baby"? When was the last time you came up with an interesting date, put me above your friends, appreciated our joint time,paid me attention?
We had conversations. I literally begged you to love me and give me attention that I haven’t received for a long time. But almost nothing has changed. I think you have already begun to understand that our relationship is already doomed. You did not know this, but it was my last attempt to save us.
Yes, you still cared about me, but you have long ceased to love me.
I am writing to you, partly against my will. But you should know what you caused me. And what happened is not a secret.When you said that now is just the wrong time, you gave me a reason to hope that you will come back - at the right time. You gave me a reason to wait for you.
But I'm not going to do that. I try my best not to hate you. But it is hard. What to do when you know that the person whom you love so much is quite nice?It makes me angry. You are doing fine without me.
Parting as if dumped a load from your shoulders. And this is not normal. When you love someone, parting grieves you. And you are not upset. That is why I am sure that you stopped loving me a long time ago, and it would have been better if you left me.
I do not want you to think that I want to return you with this letter.I deserve to be someone's priority. I move on. I no longer want to have anything to do with a man whom I put in first place in my life, but was in last place on his list. I'm not even mad at you anymore. I learned to be happy and so. Because now I can with all my heart wish you to be happy.